I came back home after school today and was actually preparing to go to work.

But I suddenly felt that my desk is messier than before, and decided to do something about it.

So I decided to stay at home and I cleared my desk, my drawers, my wardrobe, and the corners of my room where old useless stuff are piling up.

I managed to fill up 5 big bags and it was such great fun to watch these land up in the trash.

I cleared a lot of past assignments, textbooks, various useless documents (Namely CMPB, HDB, LTA and some credit card promotions), clothes, and random stuff like paperweights and decorations and.. Erm.. stupid birthday gifts.

Next to go will be my bike and my laptop.

Selling my bike because.. I just skidded on Tuesday and I decided not to take any more chances with my precious life. Selling my laptop because it needs to make way for something better!

I know this is so random but I am very happy! 😀

When was the last time I actually saw something like this?

My friends can decide the accuracy of this description for me.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless – and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You’re most comfortable when you’re far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don’t have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you’ll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you… especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You’re a strong person.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care.

Spent the night at Gerald’s place because it was only 5 minutes away from CMPB.

Woke up at 7.40am and reached the career centre at 8am.

Completed the test in slightly more than 4 hours.

The results will be mailed to me in 3 weeks time, but I already know I did badly (unless they go really lenient). Hahahahaha. Anyway it isn’t really my dream career. I still have other options. 🙂

Genesis 29:20

I felt the same way too.

Here’s what I did for the past few days.

Saturday
-Went to Augs’ house to do WDD project.
-I like his room.
-It is cosy.
-Went home at 4am to shower.
-Slept at 5am.

Sunday
-Woke up at 10am (overslept).
-Went to church until 6pm.
-Went to Jurong East McDonald’s at 11pm to continue WDD project.

Monday
-Completed WDD project at 5am.
-Went to school to submit the project at 6am.
-Didn’t sleep.
-Went home to shower and put down my stuff.
-Reached Outram Park at 8.45am for an important recruitment exercise.
-Recruitment exercise ended at 5pm.
-Went home to shower and have dinner.
-Slept at 7pm and left the laptop on.
-Dad woke me up at 8pm and scolded me for leaving the laptop on.
-Ignored him and went back to sleep.

Tuesday
-Woke up at 9.50am because Mr Frankie Teng called me for missing his 9am DOA lesson.
-Saw my laptop on.
-8 MSN windows open, including 1 from Han Xiang which said “Remember to go for DOA tomorrow.”
-Reached school at 10.30am and Mr Frankie Teng talked to me about my common test results and told me to work hard for my DOA assignment.
-Lai Shao Bin told me to redo my WDD assignment and submit it by Thurs. (What the heck.)

Here’s what to expect for the next few days.

Thursday
-WDD assignment due.

Friday
-DOA assignment due.
-WISP assignment due

Saturday
-Church service with Dr A R Bernard

Sunday
-Church service with Dr A R Bernard
-SCM assignment due

Instead of whining like a loser and blogging about how stressful it is (like 2 or 3 entries a day), I am going to complete the assignments and stop complaining.

However, just for this week, please forgive me if I get pissed easily or if I ignored you or treated you badly in any way.

We can all play together next week.

Airforce called me again this afternoon and arranged for me to go down to complete the Compass Test on the 28 Jan 8am.

I thought I already told them that I would do it next month after my exams (22 Feb).

Well, since they’re rushing me to complete the test, I said “Okay, no problem.”
Besides, it’s a good reason to skip school.

I don’t know what to expect for this 5-hour test, but lets just pray for all the best.

About 3 days ago, I developed a sprain in my left wrist as a result of not doing my workouts properly. I thought it was nothing serious until today, the pain spread to my arms and it’s beginning to torture me. Probably gonna see a doctor tomorrow to get it checked, in case some nerve or muscle tissue gets ripped apart and I’m handicapped for life.

Anyway, to the more important point. Ngee Ann organized this education fair called EDvance, which is actually just some talks and seminars regarding further studies.

So my curious classmates decided to take a look at the education fair and enquired about the admissions to the various universities. I just went along with them because it’s a good excuse to skip classes.

To be frank, the whole seminar made me have second thoughts about dis-continuing my studies. I saw what the various universities (even SIM) had to offer and I was actually quite attracted to the courses available.

I was quite distracted throughout the entire day, because this afternoon, airforce actually called me regarding my application and if I were to continue studying then it wouldn’t be worth it to sign on anymore. (I know people will argue about the scholarships and stuff like that, but that’s another issue.)

And besides, I noticed that there was a certain group of people at the seminar. These people are a threat to our country because they are the ones who come to Singapore to steal our university vacancies and steal our jobs and they don’t serve NS (note: no reservist too!) and they don’t contribute to our society at all. And what’s worst is that the government welcomes them and they were the potential candidates for university scholarships.

So I figured that there are better prospects out there for me.

And then I remembered something which a very wise man told me and I kept in my heart for a very long time.

“Don’t be like a bloody thermometer – your whole body all degrees and degrees, but inside got no brain.”

Yup, and I guess I’m sticking to that principle. I know I won’t regret it.