I hate it when I feel guilt-ridden.
Sometimes, this sense of guilt is inflicted because of the things that people tell me. When I’m in the wrong and people talk to me about it, I find it hard to argue back because my ego is broken down. They do not necessarily need to shout or talk to me harshly, because when I’m in the wrong, I know it and I would admit my mistakes, simply because I feel overwhelmed with guilt.
On other times, this sense of guilt is self-inflicted. I know something is right and I did not do it, or I know something is wrong but I still go ahead to do it. Everything is cause and effect. It may not strike you or occur to you at the point of time when you commit the act, but trust me, the consequences will get back to you. When mine does, I usually dwell upon my mistakes and feel guilt-ridden.
The thing about guilt is, I find it very hard to forgive myself.
I don’t know how to.
I would like to rent a listening ear.