It’s funny how the people who think that they understand me the most, are the people who do not understand me at all.
I was having this chat with someone who is supposedly rather close to me, and I was once very accountable to him. Maybe it was because of this relationship that what he said mattered so much to me and affected me so greatly.
However, perhaps it was the way that I portrayed myself that sent the wrong signals, so it is not entirely his fault.
But, I just cannot stand the fact that no matter how I tried to explain myself, he chose to remain firm in his assumed perception of me and refused to give in.
Talk about me being such a complicated person.
Quite on the contrary, I think I am very predictable. Throw me into any situation and ask my friends what I would do, I am quite sure that they would all give a similar answer – Because that’s how people really understand me and know what kind of person I am.
Do you judge people based on what you hear about them? Why don’t you get to know me personally instead?
I may not be the most eloquent or most sanctified in my speech, but whatever I do, my intentions are 101% genuine, straightforward and I do not do things with a hidden agenda like a freaking hypocrite.
I am not angry.
Just very disappointed.
It’s not that I refuse to let anybody dictate my life. Not that I have become so indifferent and irresponsible, but who’s to say what’s right or what’s wrong?
Character is very subjective, if I can say that. What is acceptable to some people, may not be acceptable to some other people.
It is impossible to please the whole world, it was something even Jesus couldn’t do.
But it’s nice to know that the people who are for me, are more than the people who are against me.
I am sorry if I have let you down, but I know this:
I am proven character.